This is my first entry!<3 Yesterday i booked a consultation for next week for rhinoplasty, apparently i will have to be checked out first, and by a professional this time!!! the last doctor i went to was TERRIBLE. He forgot my name within 3-5 MINUTES. LIKE WTF? I wanted a good surgeon, so i've got a consultation at a private clinic, apparently it's one of the best here which is GREAT for me because i don't think i'm risking anything this way. I read it can take up to 1-3 months after the first consultation to go into surgery, i really hope it's within a month, though... I'm impatient I think being impatient is human nature.. I also plan on getting eyelid surgery, as well as botox after that, but obviously i'll have to wait for myself to fully heal. Don't want to come out botched, big no no... I'm trying to lose weight as well. My plan is to go down to 60kg eventually, i'm currently around 64kg, which is not THAT bad considering i'm around 5'6-5'7, but obviously could be better, but if i do look too skinny i'll go back to 63-65kg, as i don't want to lose my curves and thighs... Reader, you probably understand, right? I don't know, but i've been obsessing over my looks lately, i also ordered another sunscreen to try out. I don't like the one i've got right now. I mean it's not THAT bad, but it could be better, i'd prefer a silicone one over mineral, mineral is ass, even though it says non grease, it just feels uncomfortable, but i think this is just the truth for the beauty industry, you trade comfort for beauty... Off topic, but as i said in my about me, i plan on turning my setup PIINK!! it'll be expensive though... I've started with buying and pre-ordering anime figures, specifically pastel pink/blue ones so it goes well with the aesthetic, perhaps i'll also get an AIO with an LCD screen eventually... I'm just not sure yet<\3.